Don’t know if these are tears, or sweat, or just water dripping down my face

So cold, alone, awkward. Just out of place.

Reaching out for help, but nowhere feels safe.

Hands full of hair, heart full of pain

I bet the neighbors know my pain.

Can’t sleep, dreams, nightmares of you so I’m up at night.

Always proclaimed you were the truth, but all you told were lies

My laughter is agony, so it’s really just my cries

Thought you were different, you’re just the same

I bet the neighbors know my pain.

You made me smile, so beautiful, so bright. Happy. Content.

I still smile, but it’s crooked, weird, awkwardly bent.

All my love currency is now spent.

Do you have any change?

I bet the neighbors know my pain…

—Taneasha Na’Shae

So JayJay has her first loose tooth. *cries* She’s reading, writing & losing teeth. What’s next?! [DON’T ANSWER THAT]

Jerzie’s over visiting, I guess lol. Do dogs visit people? Anywho him & Memory are having fun. They both have someone their size to play with.

KiKi burped, and it sounded like Trey Songz saying “Yuuup!”. Weird.

Sooo I had a dream we had a pet bear. Wtf is up with that. My last dream about a bear involved the bear being Usher. It was able to walk and talk. I mean the bear was Usher. It had the “U” chain, jeans, and a hat. And it was chillin’, watching TV with it’s homies… However it did have a cabin in the woods. lol. Weird.

& those are the random thoughts of the day